Jasmine Lennard has revealed that there is one man who she never got over and desperately wants back in her life.

The Celebrity Big Brother housemate once dated X Factor boss Simon Cowell and although he had a girlfriend at the time of their fling, he had enough of an impact on her that she had his initials tattooed on her body and hasn’t been able to get him off her mind ever since.

The pair dated for a short time in 2006, when Cowell was living with his long term girlfriend at the time, Terri Seymour. Speaking to Samantha Brick last night the brunette beauty insisted that their connection was more than just a physical one and explained:

“I do have that spiritual connection – we will always have that.”

Later in the day she revealed that she is madly and deeply in love with a mystery man, who is believed to be the music mogul, and insisted that she never got over or moved past the connection they shared.

Jasmine confessed:

“I loved the guy. I loved him like he was my family – I still do.

“There’s still no other man in this house, in this town, in this country, in this world, that’s the love of my life.

“He was the love of my life the moment I saw him and he will be for ever more.”

Lennard recently suggested that she had been paid off by Cowell and told not to speak about the global star. She told Coleen Nolan that she would love to spill the beans on their affair, but would end up in court if she did.

The threat of legal action ‘angers’ the model but it seems there is nothing she can do, after signing papers with Simon’s lawyers.

We can’t help but wonder if her feelings for Simon, the subsequent break up and the blanket ban on speaking about their relationship has contributed to what the star described as one of the ‘darkest periods of her life.’

She recently confessed that she had been suicidal and depressed before taking part in Celebrity Big Brother. We don’t see living with a bunch of strangers, who she fights with all the time helping her get out of the funk. Do you? Leave your comments below…