Nikki Grahame has revealed to the People newspaper why she just wasn’t enough for bisexual ex-boyfriend Pete Bennett.
Nikki revealed that revealed Pete lusted for variety in the bedroom. And she said: “A normal girl like me could never satisfy his weird desires.”
She said: “I thought our sex life was fine.
“I took him for who he was and I loved him unconditionally.
“He stood by me after it came out that I’d been an escort, so I thought our love could get us through anything.
“And I stuck by him even after the revelations that he was bisexual.
“I don’t care that he likes men as well as women – it didn’t affect me or our relationship.
“I wasn’t surprised when I found out that he had been with men.
“It’s just Pete – he needs sexual diversity.”
But Nikki admitted she could not satisfy his demands to spice up their love life with more variety between the sheets.
She told her dad: “I’m obviously not able to give him that.
“And who knows if he’ll ever be able to just be with a normal girl like me.
“Most girls would have run a mile after some of the things that have come out about Pete.
“But I loved him more deeply than I have ever loved anyone before. His past is his business and I hoped that we could just move on and spend the rest of our lives together.
“But obviously he wanted more than I could give him sexually.
“And in reality I don’t think an ordinary girl will ever make Pete happy – he will ALWAYS want more.”
Nikki also revealed she fears Pete exploited their relationship to help him win the £100,000 prize for Big Brother.
She sobbed: “Everyone keeps telling me that he used me. I know that our relationship made us both really popular on telly – but I don’t know what to think.
“I thought our love was real and forever – but obviously Pete didn’t feel the same.
“I really hope that he didn’t use me. I would like to think that he had genuine feelings for me but who knows? I don’t know what to think.”
She continued: “I’m so lonely and depressed.
“I don’t think that I’ve ever felt so low. I don’t know what to do with myself.”
Nikki was stunned when Pete said last week that he broke up with her due to her childish trantums.
She said: “He’s two-faced – he knew what I was like from the start. We had lived together 24/ for weeks, so for him to dump me for the way I behaved broke my heart.
“I thought he loved me for who I am – but obviously not.
“Maybe he thought I would be different away from the Big Brother house.
“But all I did was be myself on the show.”
Nikki told her father: “Pete has let me down.
“I won’t be able to trust men for a long time – but I really want to be with him.”
The romance captivated millions of viewers as it unfolded on BB during the summer.
But Nikki now fears it has now fizzled out for good.
She said: “Pete says he just wants to be friends.
“I wish I could change his mind – but I don’t think I can.
“I really don’t think we have a future now.”