Sisi Jghalef has admitted that she tried to commit suicide at home last weekend, following her recent X Factor scandal.

Sisi started out as a solo X Factor auditionee, but soon joined girl band Hope, who went on to make it through to the XF live shows.

However, before she even set foot on the stage, Sisi was kicked off the X Factor due to a recent criminal charge.

“Once my X Factor dream was shattered I plunged into a bottomless pit of total depression and worthlessness,” Sisi told The People. “On the outside I still tried to be the same bubbly Sisi going out clubbing and being the life and soul of the party but inside I was falling apart.”

“One night I sat in my bedroom watching over and over re-runs of the wonderful moment I’d been told I’d made the final,” she continued. “It was everything I’d ever wanted and worked towards. I laid on my bed crying my eyes out and sobbing uncontrollably knowing it was never going to happen. Read more & comment »